{5/23/26 00:00}
I saw it, this website, this creation of mine during this period of mental instability, its decay.
I dislike everything about this period of time; my life is too light to bear.
This mental hospital... calling it a mental hospital is inappropriate; hell is more fitting.
What is everyone doing? Using three vulgar swear words and cheap jokes in a single sentence; endlessly scrolling through short videos on their phones in all their spare time, keeping the volume on so everyone can hear; mocking all the suffering people experience; making fun of disabled people, people with intellectual disabilities, and people at risk of mental illness on screens, sharing this with equally vulgar friends in ways that many directors probably never imagined; they strive to ensure there is no moment of peace during the day—to ensure they have no opportunity to begin thinking. and much more, such as petty thug-like behavior, extremely short-sighted and living a repetitive, decaying life, with a pitiful vocabulary limited to constantly repeating a few popular swear words learned from the internet, and perhaps not having finished reading a single book in an entire year.